Wednesday, July 27, 2005

why Bae Yong Joon ??

its that question again. actually i also asked myself a hundred times why i'm so engrossed with this man. there is definitely something about yong joon that caught my attention. yeah, he's one good looking package, got a great physique, got a terribly sexy voice, got gorgeous aristocratic nose, got sexy lips, got a princely posture, got a sophisticated aura......but i can also make these descriptions with some of the more famous american or british actors like brad pitt, george clooney, johnny depp, jude law, hugh jackman, clive owen, orlando bloom and so on....then why Bae Yong Joon ??

first of all, the first thing that captured my attention is his eyes. those cute, smallish, clear, powerfully expressive eyes. and whenever i look into yong joon's eyes , i always find a certain aloofness, a certain loneliness, a certain weariness, a certain longing for something that makes most of my feminine genes, hormones, cells cry out and have this urge to hold him, hug him, comfort him. so, is this the reason why i'm so attracted to this fine young man ? yong joon is turning 33 this august 29 and he's a good ten years my senior but i always have this feeling of giving him some kind of a tender loving care coz he just looks so lonesome to me. whenever i have the chance to see him in pictures & VODs, he's always surrounded by people and yet he always seem to be standing all alone. the people around him seem to disappear and all i see is only yong joon with this lonesome aura. not a very good thought but that's how i see him. of course, let's not forget the fact that he's way too hot and sexy for my own comfort but the uppermost feeling that i have for yong joon is to give him comfort , a tight hug and reassurance that there are still beautiful and magical things in this world . hey, i think i'm beginning to sound too maternal, probably my maternal instincts, genes, hormones, however you call it are kicking in but am i not too young to be feeling this way ?? jeez, if only yong joon knows what he is doing to me.....

another thing that attracts me to this guy is this sincere & intellectual aura he projects. when i look at yong joon, i can sense depth and character in his persona. not the typical celebrity who is more superficial than real. with yong joon, i can feel inner strength and determination coupled with warmth and humility. he simply exudes such a positive aura that no wonder, he's probably the only korean actor that attracts the most number of fans who are sophisticated and intellectuals. i wont lump myself among these elite group of byj fans coz i still feel so lacking in all aspects :( but just wait a few more years yong joon, i will definitely rise to the occasion ^0^ dream on frances....

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